You see me here.
In this place that I would rather not be.
You see me.
And yet here I am.
Still in a place I would rather not be.
I guess I hoped you would pick me up and
move me like the iron on a monopoly board.
Move me to a place of
joy
comfort
peace.
I’d like to pass go and collect my money, please
and move on from this space in time.
I am reminded as I fuss and fume
that you are all seeing and all knowing.
There’s so much I don’t know.
And so though I would like to not be here
in this spot that is costing me so much
it is where I am at today and perhaps will be
for an unknown amount of time.
I am here where I don’t want to be
but I am missing the obvious.
That you are with me.
I am not alone in my circumstances
but seen and loved in the midst of them.
You call to me in the places
that I don’t want to be.
You see me.
My desire for
joy
comfort
peace
is a desire that is fulfilled
by your presence
and not my circumstances.
And this is my greatest treasure.
This is right where I am re:my job. I know God is with me everytime I enter the doors. Recently am more at ease with work. Bible study “Discerning The Voice of God” has been instrumental in the change of attitude about work. Realizing I am where God wants me right now even though I don’t love it. Love you Bethany
It’s so contrary to our nature… we just want it to be better already. Praying for you in the midst of this! In the midst of waiting.
have been here (re:job) for 3 years and now finally God has opened a door for change!
I feel you Aunt Nene. Love you.
I am excited for your new chapter, Rebecca!
I have been here (re:job) for 3 years and now finally God has opened a door for change!
I feel you Aunt Nene. Love you.
Love you too Bethany!